| Strider, now retired and living in Boston, remembers
the time as one marked by social change: the Sexual Revolution,
the civil rights movement, experimentation with drugsand the
anti-war movement. "We had kind of a general revolt against authority,"
he said. "I had four children in college at that time. We were coping
with problems at home as well as with the children of 1,600 other
families. It was not a happy time. There's a great line in Gilbert
and Sullivan: A policeman's lot is not a happy one.' And that
was true of the president of a college."
For about three years, Strider was often pitted
against student activists who were demanding more resources for
African-American students, an overhaul of the College governance
structure and abolishment of the Air Force ROTC program on campus.
Strider, who says he felt the anger about the war was justified,
argued publicly that ROTC had nothing to do with the Vietnam War,
"and it would be nice if some of the high command in the military
had read a poem or listened to some music." He was asked what he
would do if he were drafted, and he said he would go to Vietnam
if so ordered. While Strider says he was opposed to the war, he
says he could not say so then because he was in a position of authority.
Strider said that in the early years of the
war he relied on the advice of Robert Anthony '38, a Colby trustee,
Harvard Business School professor and from 1965 to 1968 an assistant
secretary of defense under Defense Secretary Robert McNamara. "The
fact that Bob Anthony was working for the Pentagon in a position
of high responsibility gave me, in the early stages of the war,
some feeling of confidence that they knew what they were doing,"
Strider said. "I discussed the matter with Bob and he would say
things like, God, I hope we're doing the right thing. This
seems to be the proper course of action to take.' . . . I had great
respect for Bob Anthony. I thought they must know what they're
doing.'"
Anthony, now retired and living in Hanover,
N.H., attributes many of the difficulties surrounding the Vietnam
War at that time to disagreement between civilians in the Defense
Department and the military. McNamara did not want to enlarge the
war beyond what he thought necessary, Anthony says. Military strategists
did want to expand the war, and "there was this constant friction
between the civilian people on the one side and the military people
on the other."
And at Colby? Anthony said his immediate recollection
was of the March 1970 occupation of Lorimer Chapel and its effect
on Strider. "It was a real tough time for him," Anthony said.
Strider said he recalls "a great deal
of rudeness and incivility" during those years, including being
hissed and booed. There was nothing in his background as a specialist
in 17th-century English literature to prepare him for picket lines,
occupation of the administration building or a Molotov cocktail
thrown at the ROTC office by a former student. The bomb fizzled
and there was no fire. "Psychological damage . . . but no real physical
damage," Strider said.
He says he is proud that the College maintained
some principles and did not simply shut down. Colby did not cancel
commencement, even after the student strike. It did not abolish
the language requirement, which fell at other colleges during that
time. In light of the war, special consideration was given to male
students who were struggling academically, according to Dean Smith.
College officials were painfully aware that men who flunked out
were certain to be drafted.
Many at Colby had some idea of what that could
mean. A few knew firsthand.
Joseph A. "Tony" Burkart '71 came to Colby after
serving a tour in Vietnam as a gunner on a patrol boat on the Mekong
River in 1965 and 1966. Now a psychotherapist, and for many years
a Congregational minister, Burkart says he left the war disgusted
by the experience. The information being given the public had little
to do with the reality in Vietnam, Burkart says. And while he was
quick to point out that the war escalated after he left, he was
involved in enough combat to be disturbed by what he saw and by
his own reaction to it.
"There were incidents that I was not prepared for," Burkart said.
"Seeing people die and coming close to being killed. Some of the
manglement of people that occurs in wareven movies don't convey
how it feels to be part of that in the flesh."

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